I’ve been struggling with a few things about myself lately. I need some fixing but I don’t know how. Maybe I just need a night of word regurgitation. There’s so many things I want to do. Yet they’re the same things I’m afraid to start doing, perhaps due to fear of judgement, criticism, lack of support. Essentially what it is is my mind’s getting in the way of me wanting to be myself, having fun, throwing caution out the window. meh. I feel like all I do is complain about wanting change but have yet to do something significant about it.